nothing important. just a simple rant of mine.
i can no longer trust myself. i’ve managed to screw myself over so many different times before that i just can’t listen to my instinct because it’s always wrong. not for other people, i help other people just fine.. but no when it’s me i just set mself up to get fucked over and hurt. i end up sitting here cutting my wrists and crying my eyes out wondering why the hell i let myself fall.. but this time, it wasn’t like the others. i wanted you so goddamn bad that i was blinded. you were being so cute, you just had me wrapped around your finger. i knew what was gunna happen, i really did.. but you told me it wouldn’t , that you would never hurt me like that. so i trusted you. but i’m sitting here today wondering what the fuck happened to that.? you made me a promise you couldn’t keep. i sit here knowing that i have to let you go, i have to sit here and watch you walk away. i don’t want to, but i have to. and maybe if you meant anything, if you really meant it when you said i love you.. maybe… just maybe.. you’ll end up walking back…
When I have to wake up early for school
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